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Tom Lockyer: The captain of Luton remembers how his heart stopped for two minutes and forty seconds, causing him to “literally die.”
Tom Lockyer, the captain of Luton, passed out during a postponed Premier League match against Bournemouth on December 16. The Welshman told Sky Sports that his heart stopped for two minutes and forty seconds, and he is not sure whether he will ever play again.
After going into a terrifying on-pitch cardiac arrest, Luton captain Tom Lockyer stated he “literally died” after his heart stopped for two minutes and forty seconds.
Speaking in-depth for the first time since collapsing in the 59th minute of the postponed Premier League match against Bournemouth in December, the 29-year-old Welshman acknowledged that it is “out of his hands” if he will ever have the opportunity to play again.
Lockyer spent five days in the hospital before receiving an implanted cardioverter defibrillator.
Reliving the event, Lockyer told Sky Sports, “I literally died but I have been numb to the whole thing since.” Lockyer again collapsed during May’s Championship play-off triumph over Coventry.
“The most concerning part was that it was simply a typical day because I was feeling great.
“I have been looking for answers since but I have not been able to find any because it was just another day at the office.
“I was running towards the halfway line and I went really light-headed. I thought I’d be okay in a second but I wasn’t.
“I woke up and the paramedics were there. I knew instantly it was different to my collapse in May. Last time it felt like I woke up from a dream, and this time I woke up from nothingness.
“I could see there was more panic and I was a bit disorientated. I couldn’t speak, I couldn’t move. I was trying to work out what was happening, and I remember thinking, ‘I could be dying here’.
“It was a surreal thought to to have, not being able to respond, and you can see the panic going on.”
Lockyer’s voice crackled as he continued: “I could feel them put the drip in my arm and it was a hard mix of emotions. Eventually I came round and I was able to speak and to respond. When I felt okay, it was then a relief I was alive.
“Following what happened in May, I have a recording device in my chest, and I was out for two minutes and 40 [seconds].
“It was hardest on my family having to watch that. They had it worse than me. My old man was there [at the match] and my girlfriend was seven months’ pregnant at the time.
“My mum was at home listening on the radio. She went off to make a cup of tea after Bournemouth scored, and when she came back my brother had turned the radio off. She asked ‘why’, and he had to say to her that Tom has gone down off the ball again.
“This is the bigger picture that people don’t see and that is the hardest part to deal with. I am not going to lie, it has been a tough couple of months.
“I don’t know if I have processed what happened. I don’t know if it will come back and bite me on the bum, but I have not had any emotions since what happened.”
Lockyer had an emotional reunion with his team-mates at the club’s training ground last month – his first visit to the Hatters’ Brache HQ since he collapsed.
The defender hopes he will be able to return to top-flight football, but said he will be subjected to further tests before he has an answer.
Lockyer added: “It is out of my hands [if he plays again].
“I am going to be dictated to by the medical staff and specialists. If there is a chance I could play again – and I am not going to do anything against medical advice – then I would love to.
“But it is far too early so say. There are tests that have to happen in the background. But I wouldn’t write it off yet.
“I can claim that I captained Luton in the Premier League and that I scored a goal in the Premier League if I am not permitted to play again. I consider myself really lucky to have had great times in my career; as a child, you can only dream of scoring a goal in the Premier League.
“I have so much gratitude for my life. Now that the gadget is attached, I practically feel unstoppable.”
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